You.

This is not the end, nor the start. The one thing i know, you're a good guy with the wrong timing and that's what make it you wrong. I tought you're good, but i was wrong. You're the same like other boys, you do bad thing too right? Well that's alright, you take me up and pull me down at the same time. It's ok. It's killing you so? Fyi, it's killing both of us, that's mean it's killing me to. Don't ever think i'm comfortable with this situation, no i'm not. Well, if saying goodbye it's the eat way. Goodbye. I'm sorry if i might ever hurts you. Just so you know, if it's hurts you, it's hurts me too. 
Goodbye.

Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow

Yesterday: The first day we met. I bring the tales of desperaux book on that day. cloudy afternoon made a good atmosphere. everything just fine until you ask me little thing that for sure i didn't want to hear. You tried it twice, but never give up and tried once again until the story begin.

Today: I miss being silly with you

Tomorrow: You'll realize that you miss me and love me. But it's too late 'cause i've gone too far.

Worst nightmare

I woke up early in the morning and realize it's still 4 o'clock, too early to get up. When everything seems to be alright, my heart didn't said so, i had a bad feeling. There's something wrong, i don't know what's that, but sooner or later it'll come. yes, it will. i did my daily routine normally and everythings fine, like what i wanted. One day, when i woke up like the day before, when i'm feeling happier than before. i heard that... those worst nightmare i never want to hear. it become scarier when i knew it by my friend. it's like electriced by an eel. shocked. shocked. like u lose ur bones, ur mind, ur heart, and u don't know what to do. ur lost. he broke his promise. he told that to everyone, and said to my best friend. how could i forgot that? u doing the same thing to other girl, like i did it to u when u bday. guys, could u imagine how it feels? well, my feelings right, eventough ur don't being a new couple like i always thinking before. but it hurt me so much u know? but i won't crying over you because if i do that, later i'll realize, how fool i'm crying for a boy like you. what a shame.